Tuesday, September 20, 2011

It's been a while...

Blogging never was my strong suit and with so many other things going on, I sometimes forget that I have a blog at all. Not to mention that nobody seems to be interested in anything I have to say anyway so I guess I'm only doing this for me and my needs/wants/desires have always come in second to everyone else and everything else. That being the case, don't expect weekly blogs, or even monthly blogs. They will come as I find the time and if I remember to do them. Sometimes it seems it's more trouble then it's worth. If I had a few followers it might be different, but my only follower is me. That just confirms in my mind how unimportant and insignificant I really am.

Anyway, Viktor started school two weeks ago. They have enrolled him in a social communication class at his pre-school. He's going to Occupational Therapy every other week and starting in October we will be going to weekly Parent Training sessions. He's making progress, even if it is slow. I just wish I could figure out how to get him potty trained I'm so over changing diapers and had hoped I wouldn't be changing them anymore by my age.

My birthday is this week. I doubt anyone will remember or try to do anything to celebrate it. That's kind of how things go in my life. Some people might say happy birthday just because they don't want to be accused of forgetting it completely, but I never get presents or a cake or cards or anything. It's almost as if my birthday doesn't really exist, which would mean I don't really exist, but I feel real. It's all too confusing and depressing to think about so I think it's time to change the subject.

Is the end of the world upon us? So many rumors circulating around about certain events. Comet Elenin, UARS satellite falling, Pres. Obama heading to Denver on September 27th, when the next Sun/Elenin/Earth alignment will happen, rumors that he's going to be running a DEFON1 drill on the day he's in Denver... A lot of people actually are speculating that the Elenin alignment is just a smoke screen to shield the real truth from us. You know the whole bait and switch thing. Get our attention focused on one thing to divert it from the real threat, which looks as though it could be the economic collapse of the US. There are shills and trolls and conspiracy and fear mongers out there and nobody trusts that the government or NASA is giving us correct, complete or accurate information. It's really hard to know what to believe and what is false. At this point, the only thing we can do is be prepared for the worst and hope it doesn't come to that. After all, an ounce of prevention (or preparedness) is better then a pound of cure. It all will be revealed I think the end of this month. After September 27th, they won't be able to hide anything from us anymore, if in fact they are, which I really hope they aren't but I wouldn't put it past them.